and it worked (2025)


Details:

Duration: 8 mins
Instrumentation: amplified alto saxophone, live processing and multimedia
Premiere: April 14, 2025 at Onondaga Community College in Syracuse, NY.
Commission Info: Written for Jacob Swanson


Program Notes:

In an interview from the late 1950’s, an unknown woman describes her struggles with suicide and depression:

“Well, I guess that’s just part of me. When I was quite young, for a time I went through a stage where I was a real monster… I tried to get my mother’s attention, which I couldn’t get. I would break things and cry… and then I realized my aunts and other people could see how hurt I was. And I didn’t want anyone to see, to be able to tell I was hurt. So I just tried to be the opposite, I didn’t care about anything, and it worked.”

Written for Jacob Swanson, and it worked premiered on April 14th, 2025 at Onondaga Community College in Syracuse, NY.

Technical Note:

This work can be performed with or without video. The live processing and fixed media is controlled through Ableton.


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